haerdt:

hey it’s nicky and my fiancée and i are gonna staaaaarve!

you might know me as your local big trans pile of rocks or maybe as mod raccoon of @straightpeoplereceipts or from this post’s predecessor a few months ago. so in case we needs run-down: hi i’m nik! i’m a twenty year old gal with a host of medical issues (most notably EDS) and a beautiful perfect fiancée. my father, who was the most reasonable member of my family, passed away last april and my mother promptly pushed me out of the house as soon as possible despite knowing that i had no financial stability. since im chronically ill, mentally ill, and had been largely taking care of stuff at home for the past three years.

what id love is to go back to school, but right now it’s all i can do to make sure that my fiancée and i don’t go broke! which is rough since i keep getting uh. harassed at work. like, throughout every job i take.

anyway living is expensive, we’re both chronically ill, my family offers no assistance and i’m constantly terrified about where our next meal is coming from and how i’m getting to work. things are rough. i would love to like… not be anxious about both of our fragile bodies falling apart due to being poor.

i take writing commissions, which are always open. and i’d also take donations, should you be kind enough to offer! i’m on venmo @niarkos and paypal at http://paypal.me/alexandriarain

if you can’t donate, a reblog would be nice. things are really rough and i am trying to keep on a brave face but jeez.

anyway. love & light and all that stuff eh guys? thank you again!