hm i suspect that it’s bc i haven’t hung out w anyone in five months or lived in the same city as a friend in like 3 yrs or bc i’ve lived an 8 hr drive away from my best friend for more than 5 yrs but man i can’t remember how it feels to love

anyway i’m trying to fathom how many hundreds and likely thousands of hours i’ve spent during the last 5 yrs listening to strangers talk in youtube let’s plays so i don’t feel alone